You've got my support too, man. I've always wanted a pet but have always been afraid of becoming too attached. It was hard for me to get over even a couple tadpoles that made it to frog stage when, back when we were still going to Pinecrest, they were rennovating the entire school and there were those huge construction dirt piles in the back covering the playground... and that's where I had caught my first several tadpoles. In recent years, a goldfish my family got at a Chinese School event, a pale little fish with a red streak on his head (my parents affectionately called it "Little Red Riding Hood"), died in the tank, and my mom cried a little over it. I felt pretty awful.
Hope you've seen brighter times in these days since!
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